Moments

on the 2017-10-16 @ 23:40:57
När jag vaknade imorse och gick in på Snapchat såg jag att Jaclyn Hill lagt upp en story. Jag kollar alltid på dem och jag tycker om henne så mycket för den person hon är och den enorma inspiration som hon för med sig. Jag har följt henne i säkert 5-6 år (om inte mer) och jag tycker om henne inte bara för att hon är en extremt duktig makeupartist men för att hon har så mycket mer än bara ytlighet, dyra handväskor och fillers i läpparna. Hon lever på insidan och när jag lyssnade på vad hon sa visste jag att jag var tvungen att skriva ned det innan det skulle försvinna. Hon lyckas alltid påminna mig om det viktiga i livet. Så här kommer hennes story nedskriven:
 
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So this is just a random thought and I know that I don’t talk very often about like me and Jons love. I know that we just post pictures together and we don’t really let you guys too much into our personal life. But I’ve been thinking all day long. About how grateful I am for the love that him and I share together. And it’s crazy because when you first get married, we got married really young, and so many people told me and Jon like “you know, oh you know you’re in that puppy love stage and this is how it is in the beginning, that newlywed stage and then you’ll grow out of it, but you’ll reconnect and you’ll refind that love when you get older. Monuments of moments: the first time you have a baby, the first time you buy a house, you’ll just reconnect and you’ll love each other all that more. And the first time you get your big break” and so on and so forth.

 

But for me it really hasn’t been that way, for the both of us. When those things happen we’re so grateful and appreciative but that’s not what connects us. For me, like I just live for the moments when we just fall in love all over again. And I know a lot of you guys know exactly what I’m talking about and some of you don’t cause you haven’t experienced it yet. But you will and it is out there for you. But like last night I was just in a fuzzy mood before I went to bed. I don’t know, I’m PMS:ing or something, like my boobs hurt and I was just fuzzy. I was kind of like throwing a tantrum. And I looked over at him and made eye contact with him and the way he was looking at me, just the look in his eyes, I was just like *sighs*, I just fell in love with him all over again. And those are the moments that I just live for. Like they bring me to tears. Like more than makeup, more than anything else that I love. That is the deepest shit to ever exist and I’m just so thankful for the opportunity to fall in love again.

 

There is just nothing in the world that feels as good as loving someone and the second as being loved back. And I’m just taking a day to really, really, deeply appreciate that, you know. Just unconventional and unconditional love. I’m so thankful for it you have no idea. And I just hope that everyone at some point in their life has the opportunity to feel that way. Even if it means you used to feel that way and then you lost that person, whether they passed or you broke up. I hope that you never, for one minute stop and forget what that felt like because it is the best feeling in the entire world.

 

One of my favorite authors of all time from when I was, god I discovered her when I was like 13 years old, she said “you never stopped silently loving those you once loved out loud.” And that has stuck with me my entire life.
 
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